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i love mascara [20 Oct 2006|06:29am]
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it has been a while! [19 Oct 2006|06:14am]
my space is my new live journal.. but to all of you who still use live journal
please take the time to check out my website, and my little online shop
http://www.cafepress.com/karishmawow


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its going to be " KARISHMAWOW.COM" but i havent transfered it to the domain yet so to check out my site go to - http://www.geocities.com/plasticthriftstorestealer/index.html?1128746915279
sign my guestbook!
make me feel loved!!!

Caleb- Check out my website and go to link and theres a link to my photo gallery.. and scroll down in the "friends section" an there are the pictures from Saturday night.. u are hott hott hott D-a-y-u-m! I could have ate you all up boy!!! hehe
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i wrote this a long time ago [28 Aug 2006|01:09am]
[ mood | i miss you sam ]

i was still pretty sad about my past breakup. i was getting over it, just didnt expect to meet anyone that I would feel serious about for a long while other then mik in England. But Sarah begged me around 9ish that night on Thanksgiving to come to her family party, which was off the chain, i walked in and met everyone there, finally got settled and i could see u across the room. I kept getting shy when we both exchanged looks back & fourth across the room at that party Everytime you would look up at me I would look up and you would lay your head down low and smile. It would make me smile along with a million butterflies churning in my tummy. I asked who you were Sarah replied a friend of marios. I figured i wouldnt see u again and went home the next day i heard you asked about me, this was suprizing they told me you would be at the new years bash. so i planned and picked the best outfit i could find, made sure i got there late event though i was dieing to get there and see your face. I was so excited. Driving there fast as I can with bonethugs blaring out my radio and the heat on max in my car cuz i was shivering from the backless dress i was wearing. I saw you out on the driveway taking a drag of ur cigg looking at me while i fixed myself in the car as subtle as i could. i walked out and you walked closer to the curb met me there and introduced me to urself. took me inside bought me a drink. my friends got there and we met in michelles room and they were all excited about pulling things together for me and him.. i got shy.. i was walking by you and you brushed across my shoulder and michelle put my arm in yours teasing us as we got red. you asked for my number and i told u to call me... i left out of shyness and to my next party i didnt want to go to. u were on my mind all night. u called my phone midnight to wish me happy newyears.. i saved the message made everyone hear it. i called u back after playin phone tag for a couple of days.. we realized we both went to aih, both indian, both liked the same things both coming out of long relationships, dating eachother would be are first time dating indians. we went for coffee and talked things over, went to the movies,talked everynight, spend are breaks at school together.. u walked me to my classes. i would talk to you and tell u my whole day an u would look at me and give me this sexy look and i would catch on and start blushing and forgetting what i was talking about and u would laught and put ur arms around me and tell me the things u wanted to do and where u wanted to take me.. we got drunk and made bets if i won he would take me to the aquarium for dinner if he won he would take me to 6 flags.. and we would tease and laugh at eachother.. laugh about going to see indian movies, and how i wanted him to wear the curly shoes and he wanted me to bring him samosas for lunch.. he dressed so sexy and was flawless.. 3 yrs back i would have never in a million years thought a guy like sam would sweep me off my feet and leave this big of a etch in my heart. he gives me butterflies. hes had a hard life and he always treated me like a princess..
all the other guys like darryl. chris. tony, jason, travis would tell me not to bother with him and hes to older then me and hes just a flake. we talked things over and u took me to a concert and ur gave song came on and utook me outside in the vip section held me with ur hands on my hips and i stood on the tip of my toes and u asked me if u could kiss me and i said yes and we made out for the first time in the middle of a huge crowd but it felt like we were the only 2 there. it felt like a short lived eternity. from then on are hands never left eachothers hands and we were constantly all over eachother.. i got out of ur car when utook me home and we kept kissing and id walk out of ur car and u would pull me back for one more kiss that turned into 3 or 4 or 5 and i went to sleep that night with a smile on my face and fairytale dreams of you and me
i dont feel like finishing this. comment if u want me to finish

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A little something Ive been working on. [02 Aug 2006|03:19pm]
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If only this was true, for the most part the girls is [02 Aug 2006|03:18pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

BOYS FACTS

When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you

When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes,
he means it

When a guy stares at you,
he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world

When you're laying you head on a guy's chest
he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday
he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you
he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else


GIRL FACTS

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are lying.

When a girl lays on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,
she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,
she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I love you,"
she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that

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keoki [27 Jul 2006|12:28pm]
...
You are Keoki. You like leather... lots of leather,
and make-up. You were Michael's DJ and..
"partner." You two were very close..
what else is there to say?
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[25 Jul 2006|01:12am]

Congradulations you are Jem!
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ohhh hell yes!!!!!!!!!!!!! [20 Jul 2006|01:11pm]
hell yeah were gonna have a great sex life..... oh man
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most stressfull day [14 Jul 2006|11:58pm]
today was the worst day ever. i dont think words can even begin to explain how stressed/mad/irritated/upset i was... but my lamb shoes did ocme in an i had slushies with erik and spent sometime with my best guy friend in the world mr. erik clark.. that made my day go well i headed to school thinking today was gonna be in the bag.. i ended up going to my digital illustrator class.. and ta-da who teaches it LA fucking FRANCA.. she was being pretty nice and cool to me i sat by aaron na he was drawing up the coolest shit i didnt know he could do that.. damn him.. ne ways i thought today was going to be 100% stressfree but boy was i wrong..after the stress wore down my boys made me feel better and cheered me up
heres some pictures of me with Eric, Ivan and Aaron.. Im glad Ivans back! =) all we need is alberto!!! come back i miss u so much!!!!

oh shit and JEREMY.. Jeremy is the new Darryl. hes my dr. I call him Dr. Jeremy he knows all the answers to my relationship questions.. i love this guy unfortunatly my battery died before i could take a pik with him ill post pix of us on monday... but heres me an some of the dudes
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thanks for making me feel a little bit better u guys =)
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2 many posts [14 Jul 2006|02:55am]
[ mood | flexible =) ]

man its so crazy how much ive changed over the span of just a year. So many things changed my life. things that i would have never in my wildest dreams expect. or for that matter would be possible. i guess its part of growing up.
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im glad i learned self discipline
i feel stronger mentally
and physically
but i still get weak in the knees when my eyes focus on sam
its always when i least expect it
everything else gets blurry and its almost like i get high off his aura

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from my myspace. thought id post it in here [13 Jul 2006|11:17pm]
[ mood | amused ]

So I can daydream All I want about it. Listen to the songs we used to listen to over and over and replay those moments like a rewinded video tape of your favorite childhood cartoon you would play god knows how manytimes because you just couldnt get enough!
I weigh the pros an the cons of being with him and not being with him. I keep it to myself as best I can for fear that people will think im obsessing over this fairly short and not very well rounded relationship. This boy has my head spinning. I know I can get over him if I could make a friend Ive got to know over the past couple of months that he and I would be a perfect couple. I talk to him about all my Sam woes and he talks to me about his lady problems. So that right there is ur number one hit on the head reminding you that this isnt the guy for you he doesnt like you.. a punch in the stomache comes shortly after, but god forbid he finds out that late at night when i do actully try to do the un normal for me (sleep) i fall asleep by setting up a scenario of what it would be like if he and i were a couple.. when i go to sleep an wake up an remember that innocent love fantasy i realize that sam didnt come to mind one bit. but then i realize that this is all one big mind fuck. do i do what feels like smothering sam into trying this out one more time... giving it one more chance .. or do i put my friendship on the line and try to make love out of friendship.. those are the best relationship origins. friends then lovers
not i like u and u like me lets hook up. kind of what happened with sam.. made the first night of spending an evening at an intimate coffee house for 4 hours talking and waiting and akward silences and quick eye glances and stares and looking down at ur coffee feeling stupid very akward and stressfull.
i highly reccomend being friends with ur crush before u stalk him and know everything about him but when u finally tell him or her u want to hook up an u go on a date u dont want to blurt out everything u know about him or u will just look like a stalker.
is ne one understanding where im going with this?
i totally had something else in mind when i layed in bed an got my laptop out but i just started writing all the above. an im finding myself quite sleepy and confused as to what i should do with my guy dillema.. sure guys are asking me on dates and calling me and im just nnot interested . ive turned down 3 guys in the last 2 weeks an there all perfectly normal handsome cute sweet boys... but nooooooo i have sam on the brain and this other guy who will remain unnamed. on the brain.. and i turn off my dates cuz i bring up past relationships
i cant help it
im lost
confused
these boys cause 2 much stress

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Some Pictures of me [13 Jul 2006|11:03pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Heres some pictures of me, Kinda bored waiting for Mr. Depp to get on Jay Leno, Speaking Bobby cant go to Charlie and the c/factory. So Alex F is gonna go with me hopefully alongside some more friends if I can buy more then 2 tickets in advance. Were gonna go watch it on the big Imax screen! im excited
Im so happy Alex and I have class together.... hes helping me from being raped by this one guy.. long story johnny depp is on oh god heres some pictures
sorry if there really big and i didnt put them under a lj cut. oh yeah i <3 sam
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super kuwaii! [07 Jul 2006|05:49pm]
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in all of my dreams im dressed like jackie O [07 Jul 2006|01:33pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Good bye best buddy sarah. I hope I showed u a good last night out on the town in Houston. I had tears streaming down my face after we hugged and you walked down my drive way for good.
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Good bye Sunil my little brother, be good your not right across the street ne more, your not there to make me laugh when im in a shitty mood at are weekly family get togethers, the house is going to be empty
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good bye the old me, the old memories the old songs i used to listen too, places i used to hang around, people i used to be with.. good bye to everyone and everything
this doesnt mean ill forget you. i just closed that chapter of my life. some of u will remain there and some of you are not what i thought you were, you played with me like i was a brand new doll. you dragged me on the floor, left me outside threw me until im dirty, old and worn out, i still have that smile on my face and do nothing about it even though you keep making me weaker and weaker and see how far i can go.
well not anymore.. im polishing myself up. doing things for myself
and ive learned a lot from everyone who fucked me over,stabbed me in the back, hurt me, talked shit about me, and lied right to my face
thanks you only made me stronger
bring it on bitch
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london [07 Jul 2006|09:01am]
Leena, Tina, Cigdem, mena, alya,hemit, danny, sunny, mikesh
i hope you are all ok and safe
my dad just told me there were 7 explosions in london
a lot of my friends live on knightsbridge and oxford in the heart of london
i hope you guys are ok.. im going to call everyone know
these acts need to end
when are people going to realize how sick taking a persons life is.... not just one but a goal of trying to take out as many people as possible.. all those people have dreams, hopes, careers, worked hard to build a life make money love, grow learn and then there life is taken away by some poor senseless terrorist act.
its sick
it makes me question if there is a greater force watching over us or its just made up to comfort us
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[05 Jul 2006|05:56am]
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[03 Jul 2006|05:13am]
did i mention i got stabbed for my chanel purse in my tummy
almost internally bleeding
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Last night together [03 Jul 2006|02:57am]
[ mood | drunk ]

One of my bestfriends and only decent people out there in the world is leaving 2morrow.
Cheers to a great night, a great friendship.
are studio 54 nights, deep convos, and everything weve had between.
You are my Sister
I LOVE YOU FOREVER.
are friendship together has just begun. Distance makes the heart grow fonder my baby!
cheers to us
we are divas "halo boo?"
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horse carriage (misp) yes were tipsy
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are date in replace of sam.. sam the fish instead!
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sarah mascara!
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the night is just starting!
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oh and me in betsey johnson head to toe woop woop
sarah didnt betsey get us alcohol drinks tonight! cheers to u betsey haha!

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Last night together [03 Jul 2006|02:48am]
[ mood | drunk ]

One of my bestfriends and only decent people out there in the world is leaving 2morrow.
Cheers to a great night, a great friendship.
are studio 54 nights, deep convos, and everything weve had between.
You are my Sister
I LOVE YOU FOREVER.
are friendship together has just begun. Distance makes the heart grow fonder my baby!
cheers to us
we are divas "halo boo?"
some pix from 2night
rest can be seen on :
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horse carriage (misp) yes were tipsy
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are date in replace of sam.. sam the fish instead!
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sarah mascara!
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the night is just starting!
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oh and me in betsey johnson head to toe woop woop
sarah didnt betsey get us alcohol drinks tonight! cheers to u betsey haha!

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look what i freaking did... [27 Jun 2006|05:52am]
[ mood | amused ]

all i wanted was
platinum blond roots with black undertones.. high contrast minking and the tips ended up turning that burnt orange... i used a toner.. no dice so i panicked and slathered purple on it.. and now i look like a jem and the hologram reject
good lord.. i dont want to dye it right now i bleached it like 3 times in one day then put purple all over it.. i need to go hat/scarf/hoodie shopping
shitfuck

i tried to put my happiest face on
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i like it when im in the privacy of my home cuz im a bit of an odd ball
but i dont like it when im out in public and people think im still living in the 80s.. err i think that was cool sophmore year?
on the other hand i made quite some money doing makeup this weekend booya
i bought myself a beer can white trash charm to celebrate
ahhh its 6 in the morning .. bedtime
;)

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